I spent almost 4 1/2 years--non stop--pursuing a Bachelor's degree. I spent many sleepless nights, wrote countless papers, made thousands of flash cards--and for what? To still only be qualified for menial jobs? I feel so lost. I would love to go to graduate school but I can't even apply for a another whole year. And if I went to graduate school, what on earth would I major in?
Not getting into Texas State really put a damper on my life plans. Now I'm not sure what my life's plans are going to be. I'm not happy because I don't know what I want with my life and I feel like I have no purpose. What the hell was all of that hard work for? For a damn piece of paper? To walk across the stage and shake the President of the University's hand? What bullshit.
I wish the purpose for my life would just magically appear; just magically pop into my head so I can stop stressing out over it. I just don't know...somebody please just tell me what to do :/
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