Everything has changed so much in the last six months. I'm in a new place with a whole new life; I'm a whole new person, in fact.
I love my new job; I love my boyfriend; I love our new puppy, Rasta. But I miss having friends. A core group of friends sitting up late together: talking, laughing, being silly and young. I don't have that anymore.
Not only do I not have that, but I feel like I don't have a close friend in the world, aside from my love. I call people to hang out and never get called in return. I know that I can be hard to be friends with...I'm emotional; I have mood swings; I get my feelings hurt easily; I get down and depressed and stay there for days on end. But, I try my best to be a good friend. Maybe my best isn't good enough.
That being said, I get into these slumps where I feel like the world hates me, and for good reason. As the song says...I guess I'll go eat worms.
Movies seen in the past 2 days:
Inglourious Basterds
Law-Abiding Citizen
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